Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. ….
Thursday, January 14, 2016 at 6:23 pm
O my Father! As You know it? This has been a very frustrating day? I have posted and gotten a good response for the post, Nothing! Nothing! Absolutely Nothing Is More Important Than The Words Proclaimed In These Blogs’ Vein Much Plain Not In My Brains!
Even so? There is a gloomy cloud hanging over me. gloomy cloud? Yeah. But You know it my Father.
In due time You will let me know what this gloom is all about? I wait on You with hope & composure.
Friday, January 15, 2016 at 10:08 am
I thank You my Father for setting up for me the way to acquire the computer skills that will avail me in the future.
For I know that, You have a purpose for everything that is happening in my life.
So? You must have a reason for this sense of gloom hanging over me? Perhaps?
Perhaps it all has to do with the same realization of the prophet Habbacuk?
O Master, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You of violence and You will not save? Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble?
Father? You know that, again? I am becoming weary of my writings. Perhaps?
Like the prophet? I see violence. I see illnesses. I see unbridled oppression as well as elation.
I see indifference against unbridled zealously. Some amble like zombies in the twilight zone. Others? Running like bats out of hell!
Let’s go! To work! To the hospital! To school! To vacation! To the mountains! To the beach! To the brown ground bound? Let’s go!
And all for what? Can You answer such question, my Father? Can You tell me why all Your prophets failed to turn the people to You?
Can You tell me what is it that I see? Can You show me the cause of this gloom over me?
I am weary. Just weary? Not wanting or searching for comfort anymore! Perhaps? Just perhaps? I need to accept my weariness and let go at that?
So I am weary? So is the great majority of Your children. But this weary life? It continues on and on.
Friday, January 15, 2016 at 10:52 pm
Thanks my Father! You have heard my cry for help? Yes, You have heard and answered me? You are and You have the solution for all my troubles.
This room is now clean. The gloomy cloud over me is fading away? In its place? Incentive to write an article titled, I Have The Solution For All Your Troubles. You Don’t Believe Me? Read On.
Friday, January 15, 2016 11:00 pm
One more hour and this day will be history. The 7th Day of rest has begun at sundown earlier today. Now what?
Well, things began to change for me on, Thursday January 14, 2016 at 8:44 pm? The exact time I receive the “Welcome to lynda.com!” So?
A whole new journey in a path that You, my Father have been gently leading me on without much efforts of my own.
So? That’s the answer for Now what? I started out with a course to resolve my problem of the past week or so.
Today? I began to investigate the vast source of knowledge in Lynda.com? Momentarily? Overwhelmed & discouraged I became.
Suddenly! The tears from my lachrymal began to flow along the utterance from the depth of my being.
Again? I had not known what to pray for? I had not known why the cloud of gloom was hovering over me?
What to do? Wait. Sleep. Drink. Eat. Write. Read. Repeat. Still? What to do? The gloom hangs over me?
The “Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble?”
I knew that, the sight of iniquity and wrong? Heavily weighted on me for quite a while now.
But to wait on You, my Father? Not an easy thing for my human nature.
Yourself? Your hand upon me? You cause me to see perverseness and trouble? Ah! Now I know why?
Indeed! O my Father? How can I word this matter to Your beloved children? How can I tell Your children?
The matter is so simple. Yet? Your children are programmed to complicate all matters under the sun.
I Have The Solution For All Human’s Troubles? No kidding? That’s what all the inspired written words by yours truly are all about.
Even so? Not even my own self had caught on to that solution or? Have I? Have I, without a conscious knowledge, grasped and live that solution?
, indeed! That’s why all those ‘awesome’ likes from my readers. That’s why in spite of gloom and dismal surroundings?
There is joy inexplicable. There is perpetual peace and, best of all? There is the power of love from on high prevailing over it all!
Are you curious to find out what I am talking about? You Don’t Believe Me?
No matter. Not to worry. Only continue to read on those writings by yours truly? Before you know it?
Any of my crazy doings could cut through your well founded doubts on my human nature and? Bang!
You’ll grasp the solution for all your human’s troubles. No kidding? There is a simple solution for your troubles.
Humor me and shame the devil. Read on. Who can tell what I’ll write for my next
Perhaps? That next post will be the “I got it!” from you all! What a healthy & loving ambition!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia.